Can't Take Back My Words (1)

Bandung, 090911

There is no chance for me to take back my words. I have said that I would study abroad so I had to realize that words, no offense. Although my capability is very low, I am not a smart people, I believe...and I believe that I have the invisible capability that make my dream to be true. Importantly, I believe to my God!!!.

My two friends who in the time before always together with me can reach their dream but I still in my place, alone. No one can give me the answer why this is to be? I always tell to my friend, my family and my girl that I want to extend my study and to be the world usefully researcher. Everytime when I am talking about these dream, I am very happy. In that time I always have the bigger desire to go abroad than before

I can't speak Internasional Language, English well but I believe I can do my best whatever the other people say. Everytime I go to the somewhere place, I am very sad, loneliness. I just want to get the brighter future of myself, my wife and my child in some time maybe.

I can see the scientist and researcher can give their best for this world, no doubt about it. If I have the chance to make my future myself, I will make it. But I don’t know surely about the good and the bad about my live. And of course, who know all about me is just God. I just can pray to god about my desire, my dream. I just can do mybest for these but the real of this area is basedon the God Wills, and secondly, nop doubt about it.